What TYPE of PERSON AM I?

Question by Malcom Revvoy: What TYPE OF PERSON AM I?
I think it started as an obsession but I don’t know. In my early life like when I was 7, I was subject to rape and violence in the media because when I was young, I showed an intense interest horror films and horror shows. During my early school year, I had a tough time obeying the rights of others and I would often show sexual behavior towards women, and weird and erotic behavior around my friends. In my 5th grade class, I got suspended from school for a week because me and an other friend just kept laughing, at nothing. She first said we were suspended for 3 days but then we just kept laughing and we eventually were suspended for the full week and had to go to this dilenquint correctional facility for special people because they thought there was something mentally wrong with us. In high school I was quiet, didn’t say a word to any of the students except just a few, it wasn’t because I was really shy, it was because I just didn’t care much for them. Everyone acted to prestigious and too mature and I didn’t like that in people. I like hanging around with kids that had a dark side and were into violent behavior. in sophomore year of high school I was home schooled and then that’s when everything started to break loose. I couldn’t maintain school. I stayed in my room most of the time CRAZY bored and not knowing what to do. My parents were always gone so I could always do and watch whatever I wanted to which was typically violent and sexual shows and everything grew from there. Then I started to have an INTENSE obsession with trying to become a manipulative apathetic genius, otherwise, a psychopath. I think I had an inner psycho strand in me and I because of my sensitive cut out appearance, I started getting away with lies and started manipulating people into my doing. Then I started getting on yahoo answers, desiring something to keep my stimulative attitude going by asking “Am I a psychopath” just to try and spark fear in someone into saying “yes you are, get help” I wasn’t going to get help, I was only going to try and get better. I’m seriously like a drugged freak who cannot stay away from the thing he is addicted to and that addiction is a mental illness. But before all this, I think I did have a mental illness because whatever I am addicted to, I can’t break away from it which point me more toward to being an alcoholic or something of that sort. But I am anti-social, normally I’m occupied when I stay by myself and when I’m around people, I don’t relate to them because they act so different from me. I can’t fit everything I’m like in a few paragraphs but if I kept going about everything I did it would be about 40 paragraphs. But based on my obsessive nature, and erotic and weird behavior I am typically unable to control. What would I have? Please don’t say I’m normal, I need to know from a SMART psychologist what I might have to help get me under control?

Best answer:

Answer by cmac
you have a lot of issues and sound really unhappy and lonely. i doubt very much if many would bother doing ‘answers’ and if they did i suspect they would choose another topic. can you see a counselor or be referred to see a psychologist, either through school, your doctor or maybe even ask your patents. i am sure it would help to talk to a professional!!~!

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