Alcohol Abuse Advice

Question by This girl: A little confused, not sure what kind of help I need, but I know I might be an alcoholic?
I am and have been struggling with the idea of being an alcoholic for a few years now. The first time I was 20 and I worked at a bar, I was fed alcohol while working, and invite to numerous after parties, I worked as much as I could, at least 5/6 nights a week, then my so called fiance got together with my brother and had me admitted into a hospital, they recommended inpatient treatment, it took about a week for availability, but at that point my LOVE, my boyfriend, literally told me he would not be waiting for me if I went, so I didnt go, now 4 years later, I still struggle, the only difference is that I am married to a real man, and we have children, I grew up with an alcoholic, and I WANT to be different for my kids, but I have hidden this problem from EVERYONE, I binge drink while everyone is asleep, I am so afraid to get help, I am so afraid everyones first reaction is gonna be “you dont drink that much” and “you arent an alcoholic” please somebody give me words of encouragement?
PS To Sara S.
I guarentee you, you stupid little person, that if you said any of that to my face, I would crush your pathetic little A S S, so go on and be the B I T C H that you are, but just know that your account will not last long.

Best answer:

Answer by Mab
Just tell the truth, stop hiding it from your family and children, check yourself into rehab and get some help and then I promise your life will get better.

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