My Mind Is Addicted to Sex/porn Etc, I Am Getting a Bit Scared Because I Don’t Know How to Get Over It?

Question by FocusedFuture: My mind is addicted to sex/porn etc, I am getting a bit scared because I don’t know how to get over it?
I am addicted to
porn, sex , bj, hj , etc…
Whenever I am in a bad mood My mind automatically goes into addiction “mode”. I just lost my job and I can’t concentrate on job search and I am scared that If i am in a bad mood I will lose control and go after any kind of “sexual activity” with a women from the streets and end up with a deadly disease.
It has happened to me before and I don’t want it to happen anymore.
But I just don’t know What To Do.
I am very depressed.
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I moved away from new york because I was getting sick of my parents. They are a very violent/dysfunctional people( mom and dad ) .
which is why i moved away to survive. But it seems like I have a lot of symptoms that came out of the abusive enviornment I was living in.
Recently I lost my job here in texas and I have been applying for food stamps, unemployment etc..( nothing seems to be fruitful so far ) .
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On top of this I am most scared of the sex addiction.
I don’t want to get any diseases which is what I am mostly scared of.
The more I try to forget it – I JUST CAN’T!! I it seems like whenver I am in a bad mood ., my mind switches on “Addiction Mode”.. I want to overcome this…
I dont know what to do …
I really don’t..

Best answer:

Answer by I live for Jesus. :)
I think you really need to seek some professional help. I’m being deadly serious. :|

1. You’re very depressed.
2. It’s an addiction.

It’s for your own good. I mean. This is not going to get any better if you don’t seek help. It’s so obvious you can’t be so fast in forgetting about your craze. You need help.

LOL. It’s like Facebook. I deactivate my account to study. And 30 minutes later I’m back on it. :|

@ Christin: I think it’s more serious than that. It seems that he utilises his ‘sex craze’ when his in a bad mood. That’s exactly why he needs ‘help’. Bad stuff.

I’ll pray for you, now. :)

In the mean time, try going to a church. Very encouraging. God will still accept you. He is merciful. Just trying to help because I’d hate for you to suffer like this without no help whatsoever. You really really need help. Don’t be afraid. Talk to someone about it!

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